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Just thinking about the time we all went fishing (i dont remember what lake or pond) but anyways we got pulled over by the boat police and had to hide the beer on the boat and when we were docked and i was was walkin in the water I found a dead fish and even in death John knew what type of fish it was.  Haha, that was the first time JJ ever caught a fish and it was his first croppie (i think thats how its spelled.)  Love you 520!

Well I tell you what, JJ is graduating soon, and so am I.  JJ graduates sometime in may, either the 12th or the 13th.  I graduate sometime in June, either the 9th or the 10th.  Haha, funny I dont even know.  But anyways im really excited.  I just can't wait to be done with school ya know.  Boy you knew how much I disliked high school.  Yeah well that was a breeze and now I actually have to study!  Haha, not like me at all huh.  Well anyways... i guess what im trying to say is.... I hope you'll be there.  At mine and JJ's.  You are cordially invited!  haha.  Yeah well, it would be nice if you would come.  Miss you 520.  Love!

This is your time of year, 520.  I saw Gary plowing snow the other day on Rt 524 and thought of you...yet again.  Cleda is moving next to her mom and will have a mailbox of her own to be knocked down!  Remember we always said it wasn't winter until you knocked Art Furbee's mailbox over with the snowplow!!

I too remember this time when the prisoner from the county jail was on the loose and john spotted him.  It also reminds me of the time when i couldnt have been more that 13 or 14 and we had just moved to second st and i was so afraid of our crazy neighbor.  One day i went out to the car to wait for my mom and our crazy neighbor came up and started knocking on the car door.  I was so scared i started to cry and John saw from the kitchen window and came running.  Scared the neighbor off, made sure I was okay and then he ended up catching the neighbor before he went back into his house and talked his ear off for at least 45 minutes.  John to talk to anyone and he could be so strong yet he would never hurt a fly on purpose.  I still feel like it was just yesterday that i said goodnite to him the last time i saw him.

John loved the village of Carrollton. He loved where we lived on 2nd street and even liked the crazy neighbor who accused us of tunneling under the road.  He kept an eye on everyone.  Remember the time some kind of crime was committed in the town limits and John saw the "perp" hiding in an alley near our house.  He got on the phone to the sheriff and he and Casey ran from window to window watching the guy and the subsequent "take down."  I'll always remember our neighbor Mary telling me how much she enjoyed watching John and I walk hand-in-hand up the alley to the store.  I'll never forget the time I decorated for Christmas on November 1st!!  He just smiled and shook his head.  He loved me so.  And I him.

We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone; for part of us went with you, the day God called you home.  You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide; and though we cannot see you, you are always at our side.

John was a wonderful man who loved his family unconditionally. He loved Ashley beyond all reason. She was his one little girl. He loved Casey with his whole heart. She was his "wild child." He loved JJ so proudly. He was honored to call him "son." And he loved me more than life itself. I kissed him that morning just like I kiss him every morning to this day...in my heart.

I remembered when we first got our cat peachie and she was such a nice cat when she was little and then she just became the devil cat and she hated everyone...except for John.  John was the only one that coud hold her, and the only one that she would come to.  I don't know to this day what he did to make her love him so much, but even the cat loved hm with all of her little heart.  I sure do know she hated me and my sister!!

Heres the thing im really writing this in hopes that it will give me some inner peace with myself.  John I love you and I really do miss you so much and I guess what I am trying to say is that I hope you can forgive me.  See when I was a kid John and I got along great and then I became a teenager,  When I was in that rebellious teenager stage I was not very nice to you all of the time and I was not nice to mom either.  I was just being a teenager and I acted out at you and I said horrible things to you and now I am filled with regret.  Regret because now I have changed, I am in college and I have a 3.6 and I have almost graduated from the PTA program and I want to see you proud of me and show you that I have grown up and I am not that rebellious teenager anymore.  I have already been able to talk to mom about it and apologize to her and she can see that I am all grown up now but I dont know if you can see that or not and I guess in the end im trying to say that I'm sorry John, if I could do it all over again I would but i cant so I hope this site will mean someting and I had to let you know how i felt.  I miss you and I love you and I am soo soo sorry.  "Well Barry I just don't know"